it's been quite long since i last blog le..

haiz...

for mi...e past few weeks was lyk WTF....
things aren't gd for mi at all..
it sucks....
i'm gettin mad soon le...

so wad if i smile everytym...
deep dwn inside mi...
i'm crying...n no one noes...
haiz....
i'm tryin to force myself to stand up again....
but...
i lack e will power to do it...
i'm no longer e past de mi whu can depend on myself to stand up again le...
though i'm tryin very hard to do so...


i've changed le..
my mood is gettin bad le....
my level of tolerance is no longer lyk last tym le..

for those pple whu deserve my respect..
i'll treat them well..
even at e cost of my life,i'll not let anything bad happen to them de...
i swear to protect them.....


being gd is torturing...
forcing myself to be bad to those whu dun deserve my respect....
i dun gib a damn whu u r...
but dun wry...for those whu r my frens..
i'll respect u n treat u gd de...
dun wry.....

pple sae my temper haf not been gd for e past few wks..esp those aunties whom i work wif
i admit it...
i'm now veri stress le la...
n tired as well...

i hate FYP...
its sucks...

haiz...

whu's there for mi now??
haiz...

=( 9:24 PM